Stars When You Shine
By Zee
Summary: "He would be awfully pretty as one of us, wouldn't he?" NC-17, William/lots of people.
Disclaimer: Not reality in any way, shape or form.
Notes: An AU based on the music video for A Little Less 16 Candles, A Little More "Touch Me"; set roughly half a year before the events of said video. Content some readers may find disturbing. Title from Feeling Good by Nina Simone. Beta by Jamjar, hand-holding by the usual crew. Posted April 9, 2007.
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William first sees Pete Wentz because of Gabe. No matter how far
William tries to stray from him, no matter how many cities and state
lines exist between Gabe and himself, it still seems that so many
things in his life can be traced back to him. Not just his life,
itself, but events, people, places--sometimes William looks around at
his surroundings and, even though Gabe has never cared for Chicago and
only ever sets foot here to visit William, feels as if the whole city
is a construct of Gabe's imagination. Shaped by him, given to William
as a gift.
On this particular visit he announces his presence by
walking right into William's bedroom, no warning. "You need to hire a
fucking interior decorator for this place," he says, his loud voice
waking William. "Your walls are all bare and this furniture is
practically rotting, jesus."
"What?" William says muzzily,
blinking awake. The sun is barely set, and everyone in his nest *knows*
not to wake him this early.
Gabe kicks the foot of his bed.
"Up, out," he says, and actually claps his hands. "You're going to take
me somewhere, I'm fucking *bored.*"
William snarls and sits up
quickly. His hand goes to Gabe's shirt, fingers clenching in the
fabric, before he realizes who it is and the violent motion turns into
an embrace. He pulls Gabe in, hard, laughing as Gabe does, burying his
nose in Gabe's hair when Gabe's fist pounds his back.
"How come
I always have to come visit you, motherfucker?" Gabe says, a grin in
his voice. "Huh? What, you allergic to the East Coast?"
"Mmm."
William inhales deeply; he's always liked the way Gabe smells. "Maybe
because I know you're always willing to come to *me.*"
Gabe
pulls away and his eyes flash, reflecting a metallic light from the
streetlamp outside the window. He bares his teeth, his canines. "For
now. Dude, come on, I'm *hungry.*"
William has no preference for
clubs or other human gathering places, but he knows Gabe's tastes and
takes him to one of the trendier places near their nest. It's full of
scene children, with their creative hair and piercings glinting in the
poor lighting, just the kind of meal Gabe prefers.
Not that Gabe
appreciates it. "I don't know what we're doing in a *human* club." He
sulks, toying with the straw in his drink and radiating sullen boredom.
"Except for how, oh, *that's* right: you don't have any other *kind* in
this shit-hole city, so you've got to rub elbows with them every time
you want to have a good time. What a lap of luxury you live in, huh?"
William
shakes his head. He's used to Gabe's disdain for anywhere not on the
East Coast or in Europe; truthfully, he's surprised Gabe ventured so
far inland now. It's been years, and William definitely was not
expecting him. "We're here to eat. Why would we want a vampire joint
for that?"
Gabe sighs. "My point remains. I don't know what
you're doing *here,* forced to hide who you are and walk around like
you're human when you could come rock with me in Jersey. We have whole
settlements there, cities that make Sunnydale look demon-free. It's a
non-stop party." He smiles and takes a sip, turning the touch of his
lips to the edge of his glass into something obscene.
William
presses his lips together, looks away from him. So this is Gabe's
intention. It's not the first time he's come here solely to try and
entice William away from Chicago, but William keeps hoping he'll tire
of it.
He's spent time in the cities Gabe claims are non-stop
parties. It is a relief, certainly, to live freely amongst a whole
population of your own kind, rather than in nests with a few, hidden
within human civilization. But William was born here almost a century
ago, and doesn't plan to leave now that he's finally returned--Gabe
will never understand that, the concept of home.
And more
vampires would mean more competitors, beings older and stronger than
him to try and make him bow down. William's uninterested.
"You
also have Gerard Way. I like my head on my shoulders, thanks, I don't
want it to get sliced off. Besides, that would mean living in
*Jersey,*" he says.
"Oh, Gerard, what*ever,*" Gabe scoffs, turning his attention back to the stage.
Gabe
might act disdainful of Gerard, but William has heard stories. Most of
which come from idiots in their first decade who still scare easily, so
William takes the tales with a bucketful of salt, but. It's worth
noting that neither Gabe nor any of the other older vampires in the
area have tried to take Gerard out yet, despite the fact that he's
begun carving out his own territory, going on the offensive instead of
just defending himself and his friends.
The disadvantage of
dropping all pretenses of humanity and actually taking power from them
is that there will always be those few resourceful ones determined to
take that power back, and occasionally they're competent enough to win.
William likes his low-stress life, and living in the human world is not
yet inconvenient enough to warrant making an effort to change things.
He
follows Gabe's gaze to the stage, the band playing. It's not to
William's music taste, at all--his music tastes run more along the
lines of the blues and jazz that was popular when he was young--but
they're very pretty.
"I don't know if I'm in the mood for
musicians," Gabe says, sipping his drink. "Although the singer might be
tasty, all nice and plump." But he's already scanning the crowd,
looking for some tall skinny tattooed kid, always his favorite. Better
yet if they're blonde.
"Mm," William says, agreeing. He's
distracted by the one who *isn't* singing, one of two boys who seem to
like spinning around with their guitars more than they like playing.
He's charismatic, always talking into the microphone in between songs,
grinning and flirting with the audience. He gets people engaged and
wanting him even though most of the people here could care less about
this band, more interested in their drinks and the people they're here
to try and fuck.
When the song ends and he grabs the microphone,
he catches William's eye and winks. William *has* been staring, and the
boy has drawn the entirely natural conclusion that William wants to
fuck him.
"Oooh, he likes you," Gabe says beside him. "If he
looks good to you we could always wait to eat until they finish--I
don't mind sticking around. I might grab their singer."
William
smiles and looks away, back at the crowd. "No, I'm hungry now. But
he's--" he glances at the bassist again, who is now screaming in the
microphone to back up his singer. "I might come back to him later."
Gabe snickers. "Whatever, Billiam, don't be all *shy* on me now. You have a craving, so why not indulge?"
William
raises an eyebrow and Gabe blinks at him, then says "You *dog,* I get
it, you fucking want to turn him! Okay, I--" he turns back to
scrutinize the musician, then gives William a grin. "Yeah, you know, I
can see that. He *would* be awfully pretty as one of us."
William
nods. "It would be rude to take the time to do it when I have guests,"
he says, shrugging. "And I kind of feel like working up to it, you
know?" He smiles and leans back, enjoying the way Gabe's line of sight
slides down his body, noticing him. It's been years, and even though
William knew it would be like this, it still makes him more than a
little smug to see that Gabe still wants him. "Maybe I'll go see a few
more of his band's shows, go to their parties, befriend him first."
Gabe snorts. "What's the point? That's so time-consuming."
"Not
everyone sires bastard vamps in every town they pass through without a
second thought," William says. "Maybe, unlike *some* of us, I want to
do it right."
"*Ouch,* darling," Gabe says, standing up and
downing his drink. "Okay, I'm fucking famished. Let's just grab a
couple snotty club kids and drink."
They choose a couple, a
blonde man and a girl with hair dyed pink and a pierced nose. Gabe
seduces them off the dance floor with a grin and a snap of his hips,
and they follow them outside the back of the club convinced it was
their idea all along.
Gabe grabs the boy leaving William with
the girl, limp in his arms. William makes a face because she's wearing
far too much makeup, even on her *neck,* and he hates the taste. There
are drugs in her bloodstream, though he can't tell exactly
what--nicoteine and marijuana primarily, with other things mixed in.
Someone probably gave her a joint spliced with something else.
Gabe just drops his body to the floor when he's done with it, and doesn't remember until William gives him a Look.
"Oh,
right," he says, already distracted, picking up his meal and breaking
the neck swiftly. William breaks the neck of the girl, as well, tosses
them in a pile together. The need to disguise the kills at least a
little bit to look like something besides vampirism is annoying, and
possibly unnecessary, but William doesn't want to take chances.
"Seriously, so annoying," Gabe huffs.
William pats his arm. "Yeah, your life is difficult. C'mon, let's go."
"Sure
you don't want to stare more at your boytoy?" Gabe glances back inside
at the band still playing. "You don't even know his name."
William shrugs. "His band is Fall Out Boy. I'll find them again. I just have more patience than you."
"I have no idea what you're implying," Gabe says, throwing his arm over William's shoulders as they walk back to the warehouse.
William
laughs and leans into him, feeling full and buzzed from the blood. This
always makes him horny, and he contemplates shoving Gabe against the
wall, fucking him here in this alley instead of waiting until they get
home. He wonders if Gabe would let him or just get cross, not wanting
to go along with it just to be contrary. Gabe always likes to think
he's in control, doesn't take well to flat-out domination or being told
what to do; when William wants him to do something he has to bring it
up subtly, usually in bed, manipulate Gabe while he sucks him off.
Gabe's
arm tightens around his shoulders, pulling William in to press against
his side, and William knows that Gabe is feeling it, too. He notices
William glancing at brick walls and shakes his head.
"Let's just
get back to your little clubhouse," he says. "I'd rather fuck you on
your knees on a bed. It's too dirty for me out here."
"You're so finicky," William says, but he quickens his pace along with Gabe.
Gabe
never falls asleep after sex, sprawling on top of William instead and
babbling at him, sleepy and often incoherent murmured stories about his
time in Uruguay in the 19th century, told half in spanish and half in
english. The stories are always outlandish and implausible and William
is fairly positive that most of them never happened, but it's weirdly
comforting to hear Gabe spin his bullshit. These are the stories that
drifted through William's life those first few months he was turned,
back when all he knew was Gabe, and hearing them again is sort of like
revisiting a childhood lullaby or favorite book.
William hooks
one leg over Gabe's hips and tucks his head under Gabe's chin and
listens. He can feel it when the sun starts to rise even though all the
windows in this room are shuttered against the light, and he drifts to
sleep to the sound of Gabe describing a time he defeated a coven of
South American witch doctors all by himself.
The next time
William meets the pretty frontman he wants to bite, it's a complete
coincidence--he doesn't even need to seek him out. Brendon drags
William to this human party, an opportunity to feast on people so
wasted they won't notice when a few of their members get dragged
outside and don't return. William gets bored with these parties fairly
quickly, but Brendon *loves* hanging around humans, partying with them.
He seems to find it endlessly fascinating. William would worry that his
second-in-command was getting soft if he didn't know it was more bored
curiosity than genuine affection. Toying with humanity is Brendon's
Discovery Channel.
William is already fed and waiting for
Brendon to get done with the two high school girls he'd taken out back
when the bassist flops down on the couch beside him, his shoulder
knocking into him and making William spill his drink.
"Oh, sorry," he says as he sprawls back, taking up far more than half the space on the couch.
William
turns to snap at him and recognizes him, blinks. He turns the
recognition into a double take, grinning wide. "Oh hey, I know you!
You're uh, you're in that band--The Fallout Boys?"
"Fall Out
Boy? Oh, yeah." He sits up, makes the motion look sinuous and liquid.
He grins back, and his knee nudges William's. "I'm Pete."
Pete.
Fantastic, William thinks. "Hello, Pete. I'm William." He lifts his
legs and puts his feet in Pete's lap, settling back comfortably.
Pete
raises an eyebrow at the sudden physical intimacy, but his smile
doesn't dim and he rests a hand on William's ankle. He isn't drunk,
William can tell, but he does think William is. "William, huh? Can I
call you Bill?"
William pouts a little. "I *prefer* my full
name, thank you. Although I could make an exception, maybe, if you're
just *dying* to call me by a nickname."
"Yeah? Well, Bill it is
then." Pete's thumb idly touches William's leg right above his achilles
tendon, lingers there; William doubts he's even aware of the touch. He
seems naturally tactile, although perhaps that's just wishful thinking
on William's part--but if he isn't, William's certain he can train him
to be.
He's prettier up close than he was onstage, and looks
smaller, too--boyish. William wonders how old he is. Does he live at
home? Will his parents miss him when William takes him?
He lives
with his bandmates, William finds out, and just broke up with his
girlfriend, and is getting ready for a big tour. Before he can discover
anything else Brendon stumbles back in, a goofy smile on his face. He
looks inebriated, and William isn't sure whether it's on blood or booze.
"Hey,
William, ready to burn this muthafucka down? --Oh." Brendon stops when
he sees Pete, then smirks. "*Oh.* Uh, should I just leave without you?"
And
William.... he could stay longer, make Pete attached to him tonight,
lure him back to the warehouse in a few hours and finish this. But that
would feel like rushing things.
He shakes his head and takes his feet off Pete's lap, standing. "Nah, I'm coming. Hey, Pete, it was nice to meet you."
Pete
stands with him. "Oh yeah, totally." His hand touches William's elbow,
a goodbye gesture, and William thinks, yes, naturally tactile.
"But
I'll probably see you around, I imagine we have a lot of the same
friends, right?" William grins and leans against him, using the
drunkenness he supposedly feels as an excuse to touch Pete more.
Pete
shifts next to him and makes a pleased sound. "Definitely. Stay in
touch, Bill." He emphasizes the 'Bill,' lets it roll off his tongue
like some kind of obscene word.
"Oh, I will," William calls over his shoulder, lets himself smirk as Brendon pulls him away.
"So
what was *that* all about?" Brendon bounces a little next to him, his
cheeks flush from--William guesses--dining on three different girls.
"You looked all interested in him."
William smiles. "He's fun. I'm going to bring him into the fold, I think."
Brendon takes a step at that, his eyes sharp. "You're--oh. Are you sure? *Why?*"
There's
hurt in his voice, and William feels a touch of sympathy: William
hasn't sired anyone since Brendon, two years ago, and Brendon probably
thought he was special. William remembers how it felt decades and
decades ago when he first stumbled across another vampire of Gabe's,
the betrayal, how furious he'd been to think that Gabe had transferred
his affections to this vapid weak idiot who didn't deserve to be a
predator. Never mind that William had been apart from Gabe for years at
that point; never mind that the vampire in question was clearly someone
that Gabe had sired and quickly dropped, that he hadn't taken nearly
the liking to him he took to William--William still saw it as
infidelity. He'd killed that vampire because he could, and he doesn't
think Gabe ever found out, nor would he care if he had.
William
touches Brendon's elbow. "Because I feel like it," he says firmly,
ignoring the way Brendon's face crumples. "He's piqued my interest, I
think he would be a good asset, he's charismatic and smart--but mostly?
Because I feel like it."
Brendon looks away, sullen. "You want your own little rock star vampire? Lame."
William
grabs Brendon's jaw and forces him to look back at him. He uses force,
doesn't bother being gentle; sometimes Brendon forgets who he belongs
to. "It's not really any concern of yours, is it? I'm taking him
regardless, and I haven't time for your jealousy. Deal with it."
Brendon
cringes and tries to move away, twist out of his grip but William holds
on, digs his fingers in, enough to crack the jaw of anyone human.
"Okay, geez, geez, I get it. Just--just let me go, you're *hurting* me."
William
narrows his eyes, exasperated because yes, of *course* he's hurting him
but Brendon never fights back, never tries, never tests his own
strength against William like the others have. William believes it
speaks of a weakness of character, and if Brendon is going to be truly
useful to him, someday William might have to make him fight back or
kill him.
But he releases him now, steps back and smiles when Brendon rubs his jaw.
"So then why are we leaving the party? Don't you want to go back and grab him?"
"He's
special," William says, ignoring another flash of hurt in Brendon's
eyes. "I want to befriend him first. Get to know him."
"Well, aren't you the gentleman," Brendon snaps, but his voice is slightly deflated, not as spiteful as it could be.
***
William
first hears about Travis McCoy when Spencer comes back from a hunt
practically carrying Ryan, with a deep gash in his forehead already
healing. Ryan is limping, a bruise fading over his eye.
"We had
just started drinking when these *others* showed up," Spencer
explained, sounding more annoyed than hurt. "There were four of them
and they wanted the women we were biting, and we got into a scuffle.
They *claimed* that the South Side is their territory, which--that's
bullshit, isn't it?"
William frowns. "Who the hell *were* they?"
The South Side can't be their territory, because there's no one else
*in* this city aside from William to make a claim like that. William is
the oldest vampire around and he's only in his eighties.
"They mentioned a name," Ryan says, straightening up and wincing, but his injuries look almost healed. "Travis McCoy?"
And,
oh. William hadn't realized that Travis had *stayed* in Chicago. He
remembers him vaguely--they'd met only once, through Gabe when Gabe had
passed through town with Travis on his arm a few years ago. William
remembers that Travis was from back East, that Gabe had turned him
about a decade ago, and not much more than that.
And now Travis is, what? Starting his own gang in William's city? Why?
Spencer
still looks pissed, and William runs his fingers over the gash marring
his forehead, thumb smoothing over the blood. Spencer flinches back,
and William frowns, kisses the broken skin. "Mmm. Don't worry your
pretty little heads about this. Keep out of the South Side for now, and
I'll handle it."
"If you say so," Spencer mutters, but he looks
resigned. Ryan is still pouting, and William turns to him, traces his
bruise lightly and kisses him.
"Just put it out of your minds," he murmurs, biting Ryan's lips. "I hope you boys aren't still hungry?"
"We
fed enough," Ryan murmurs, relaxing against William's body. William
nods and slides his other arm around Spencer's waist, guiding them to
bed.
William hasn't visited the parts of town Spencer was
hunting in in years. Truthfully, he has no idea what Spencer and Ryan
were doing there in the first place, it's so *not* to his taste.
Junkies who are already starving and drugged and desperate for death
have less flavor, aren't nearly as fulfilling as biting someone who's
full of life and happiness.
But when he gets down the street
Spencer identified as the spot of the scuffle, he gets it. Oh, this
is--it's beautiful. The area is *much* different than it was the last
time William was here, and William doesn't know if that's Travis's
fault or if Travis is just reaping the benefits, but--
His kind is everywhere.
Two women are sucking on a young boy completely out in the open, under
a streetlight; a girl runs past William, screaming, a small gang of
vampires leisurely chasing her, grinning and laughing amongst
themselves. Across the street a policeman is casually leaning against a
wall, deep in conversation with a vampire, and when he catches William
staring he grins, flashing a pair of fangs himself. One of the cars on
the street is blasting music with a heavy beat, infecting the street
and coming up through William's toes. There's blood on the concrete.
William
can't believe this is his city. He can't believe that just a few blocks
away, he and his have to carefully cover their kills for fear of being
caught. He never thought that Chicago could take this kind of
desecration, not without imploding. Vampires are parasites, and a good
parasite does not kill its host--William has kept his own nest so quiet
because he never thought he could have this, not without destroying his
home. But this is a new reality he's walking through, a new *paradise,*
supporting itself and growing.
William feels a touch on his
elbow. "I thought we made it clear enough to your boys that we don't
need you messing things up around here."
The voice sounds more
curious and amused than angry, and when William turns to see who's
speaking to him it's a black vampire he doesn't recognize. He isn't
smiling, but he doesn't look confrontational, either; he's just
watching William intently, waiting for an answer. The vampire beside
him with skin a shade lighter looks more threatening, his arms crossed
over his chest and a scowl on his face.
William smiles and
tips his hat in greeting. "Oh, the message came through. I'm not here
to hunt, I merely wish to speak with Travis."
"What makes you
think you can just--" The angry one bursts out, but stops when the
vampire whose hand is still touching William's elbow glances at him,
frowns and shakes his head.
"We'll take you to him," he says,
dropping his hand from William's arm and nodding his head in the
direction, William assumes, of Travis's haunts.
The scowling one
walks behind William, as if to keep him from escaping, and William
finds it a little charming. Both of these vampires' ages put together
probably don't even equal five years; William could eat them for
breakfast, yet they don't appear to know that at all, treating him as
if it's natural for him to be intimidated. He grins a little and
bounces on the balls of his feet as he walks.
Travis is
sprawled on a cushioned bench outside of a club. The club is run-down
but full of very enthusiastic people, lots of lights and loud music and
debauchery going on inside. Travis has a red-headed girl on his lap who
doesn't look to be quite dead yet, just very close to unconscious,
draped over him. He's nibbling on her neck, and doesn't look up until
his henchman--the nice one leading the way--says "Hey, Travie," and
motions at William.
"Whoa, man, I haven't seen you in ages.
Billy, right? How's it goin'?" Travis's grin is lazy and pleased, and
he hands his girl off to his henchman with a nod. "Thanks, 'Sashi."
William
is dead certain that he killed the last person who called him Billy,
and he also knows that's exactly why Travis chose that particular
nickname. "Right. And I do know who you are, of course." William has
always had good instincts for this sort of thing, and he knows it will
reward him eventually to flatter Travis now. "It's going well, although
obviously," he smirks and gestures at the riches surrounding them,
"it's going *fantastically* for you."
Travis chuckles and cards
a hand through his hair. "Yeah, you know, it's all right. We're keeping
it good for ourselves, nahmsayin'?"
His eyes are half-lidded,
unfocused. William wonders what chemicals are in that girl's blood. In
Disashi's arms she moans a little, her eyelids fluttering.
"Mm.
I have to admit, I'm intrigued; the changes to this part of town seem
like a recent development. How long have you resided here now...?"
And
Travis looks up sharp at that, like even through his drugged stupor he
can tell that the question isn't entirely innocent. But he licks his
lips and answers, "Feels like forever, man. But I guess I first stuck
around a couple years ago, you know, when Gabe brought me around." He
laughs again. "The neighborhood's gone totally downhill since then,
right?"
God, he knows exactly how good he has it, William
thinks. He *made* it this good for himself. Fascinating. "Noticeably
so, yes." William stretches his arms up over his head, rolls his neck
and hears it crack, and he knows without looking that Travis is staring
at the skin exposed when William's shirt rides up. He yawns.
"So,
I've been thinking. The way you interrupted my boys' dinner last night
was incredibly rude, but I believe in taking the high road. There's
plenty of Chicago to go around, and we're willing to let you keep your
piece of it and we'll keep the rest. How does that sound?"
Travis
snorts, and drags his gaze up from William's navel to look him in the
eye. "My people are growing, man. Soon this neighborhood won't be
enough for us to feed on. It's the rules of population growth, you
know? It's just the way it is."
William shows his teeth. "You seem awfully certain that your numbers will increase rather than decrease."
Both
Travis and his henchmen perceive the threat there, and Travis stands
up, frowning. "Yeah, I *am* pretty sure about that, and if you're gonna
try and change that around--"
William holds up a hand in a peace
gesture. "I didn't come here looking for a quarrel. I came here to give
and receive respect, but if you're too stoned to understand that, I'll
take my leave."
Travis sneers at him. "Nah, man, you're
talking out of both sides of your mouth and not saying anything. I'm
not too stoned to get *that.*" He walks closer to William and crosses
his arms, his elbows brushing William's chest. "So why don't you come
out and tell me what the fuck you want, yeah? I kinda wanna see if
you're even *capable* of cutting the bullshit."
William shrugs,
then loops an arm over Travis's shoulders, hugging him close. He smiles
when Travis tenses under him, surprised. "I'm capable of *anything,*
friend. All bullshit cut: I'm a fan of what you've done here, and I
don't care about treading on your turf. Keep your people in here and
away from mine, and we're good." He leans in and smacks his lips
against Travis's cheek in a wet, friendly kiss. "You can tell how
amiable I'm feeling because I'm not ripping out your friends' throats
for attacking my boys," he murmurs, for Travis's ears only.
Travis
snorts, and doesn't move out from under William's arm. "Yeah,
*thanks.*" He's quiet for a few seconds, considering, but William knows
he's going to agree even before he says, "Yeah, okay. We're good."
William
beams and squeezes Travis's shoulders again before letting go.
"Wonderful. Well boys, it's been grand, but I'm afraid I'm needed
elsewhere." He tips his hat and winks at Travis, running his tongue
over his lips, and Travis raises his eyebrows, smiles back.
On
his way out of Travis's hood, William allows himself one snack,
grabbing a teenaged boy running past. He doesn't bother being neat,
rips the boy's throat out instead, lets the blood spill and spurt over
his chin, spotting his jacket and gloves. He drinks his fill and lets
the body drop in the gutter, feels a rush, feels *decadent.* This must
be the way Travis and his cohorts feel all the time, free to do
whatever they please whenever they want to, almost entirely
consequence-free.
But why confine that to the ghetto? Chicago is
already corrupted, full of sin and humans fighting with each other on
every level, ripe and waiting for someone to steer its debauchery.
William was born here and lived here on and off for most of the last
several decades, and he can't believe he hasn't seen this before. He
can take this city, make it into his, mold it the way he wants to--he
was thinking small before, focusing on his own little band of
miscreants, when he could have been seeing the big picture.
But
Travis has opened his eyes. William takes his lace kerchief out of his
pocket, wipes his lips and mouth, and drops it on the corpse--not to
brand it as his own and insult Travis, but rather as an invitation, an
offer. William will see whether Travis is perceptive enough to see it
as what it is, and then--then, maybe, this could turn into something.
He whistles on the way back to his own neighborhood, the sound echoing off the graffittied walls.
***
The
next time William sees Pete is at another one of his band's shows.
William notes that the venue is bigger than the first time he saw them,
with more people who are clearly fans, as opposed to club-goers who
don't mind the music. The music still isn't to William's taste, but he
continues to admire the way Pete works the crowd, the way he makes them
scream for him. Vampirism, William knows, will make him even better--if
he's this charismatic as a human, as a vampire he could be just the
asset William needs to expand his power base.
He notices William
in the shadows in the back of the room, catches his eye and smirks at
him as he plays. William smiles back and leans against the wall,
pushing his hips forward, and he knows Pete notices that, too.
William
approaches him afterwards, as they're packing up their equipment. Pete
grins and bounds over to him, sweaty and radiating energy.
"Hey! It's Bill, right?"
"Yeah,"
William says, smiling shyly--there'll be time to remind Pete what he
should call him later. "Man, you guys were really great, that was
like--wow."
Pete laughs. He has a nice laugh, full and light,
making his smile seem even brighter. "Oh, thanks. I totally fucked up
on the bridge of Grenade Jumper, but yeah, that was a pretty fun show,
wasn't it?"
William nods enthusiastically, his eyes wide. "God,
yeah, it was *amazing.*" He knows Pete will hear 'you' instead of 'it,'
hear the intent.
Pete invites him to accompany the band to their
favorite diner, "We always come here afterwards if we're playing a home
show, they've got the best cheese fries in town," and William ducks his
head and nods, coy, reaching up to rub the back of his neck in a
nervous gesture. Pete has to stand on his toes to put an arm around
William's shoulders and hug his neck, but he does so anyway, his touch
enthusiastic and reassuring if William actually felt the shyness he
conveys.
"Hey, it's not like the guys in the band are real rock
stars or anything. If any of us is a diva, it's me, and me you already
know," he says, lazy smile counteracting only a little of the low
intimacy in his voice.
William listens to snatches of
conversation as the boys scarf down gardenburgers and milkshakes, hears
about the tour, Pete's practical jokes, rivalries with other bands.
Pete is clearly their ringleader, the one who laughs loudest, the one
who brings out smiles and eye-rolling in all the others. He sits next
to William the whole time, his hoodie riding up and his pants riding
down so that a narrow strip of skin touches William's side at all
times. Sometimes he'll bump his knee against William's, keeping the
contact for a few seconds before moving away again.
He touches
the others, too, draping an arm over the singer or reaching across the
table to grip his guitarist's shoulder for emphasis while telling a
story, little touches here and there. William recognizes the behavior:
he's reminding them that they're his, using the contact to ensure their
loyalty. It's not deliberate, he probably doesn't even realize he's
doing it--it's clearly force of habit. It makes something tingle at the
base of William's spine.
William isn't the only person there
who's not in the band, who just tagged along after the show; he doesn't
stand out, they won't remember him. But Pete will.
Later, when
William sends Brendon out to grab a couple of the others in Pete's
circle, he comes back with two of the boys William heard mentioned that
night at the diner, Nick and Jon. Ryan and Spencer and Brent also have
their own orders to be bringing in more new blood, to choose some of
their victims to turn and bring into the group--William needs more
people. But the more time William spends around Pete, the more he can
tell that Pete isn't going to be just another minion. He's going to be
powerful, he's going to be William's eventual partner, and so William
needs to ensure that things are just right when he turns him. He needs
to have people Pete knows already on his side in case Pete needs
something familiar to feel at home, to give himself completely to this.
"Why
are you worrying so much about this?" Brendon says, exasperated. He's
lounging on William's bed, still naked and sweaty, and seems vaguely
insulted that sex hasn't calmed William at all--William is on his feet,
pacing, musing aloud about what to do with Pete.
"He's
different," William snaps. The night before William visited Pete's
home, his parents' house. Pete no longer lives there, but it's accurate
to still call it his home--it's obvious from the way his manner relaxes
while he's there, and from how often he visits. "He's so--he's
connected to so many people, makes these connections so easily. It
worries me."
"So? I thought that was why you wanted this guy in
the first place, to help you in your whole--power bid thing." Brendon
waves a hand dismissively.
"Yes, but he's so *attached.* I feel--what if he's unable to let go of this life he's built?"
"Oh,
come on." Brendon sits up, crosses his legs under him. "You remember
how this works, right? You bite him, you turn him, he dies and wakes up
and it's like automatic evil. Who cares if he has a mommy and daddy
that he loves very much? That just means he'll probably want to snack
on them when he becomes one of us." Brendon clicks his teeth for
emphasis, grinning.
"It's not always that simple," William
snaps. "I just get this feeling from him, as if--" he combs his fingers
through his hair, frustrated. "I need to be more prepared for him. He's
special."
Brendon blows a raspberry. "Dude, he's just another stupid human! You're working yourself up over nothing."
William
shakes his head. Maybe he *is* too fretful about this, but his
intuition is rarely wrong. "You've turned those friends of his already?"
"Nick and Jon, yeah. We left their bodies for the humans to find--the funeral will probably be in a couple days."
William nods. "He'll be there, I'm sure. I'll do it then; it will be a good time to take him."
Brendon
snorts. "Okay, you're turning him into a vampire on the night of his
friends'--who are also going to wake up vampires--funeral? Man, that's
just poetic. Or, you know, lame."
William raises an eyebrow. "When I want your opinion, I'll ask for it."
Brendon
pouts at that, and William walks over to him, stands at the edge of the
bed and reaches out to pet him and run his fingers through Brendon's
hair. Brendon scoots forward, his eyes level with William's navel, and
reaches up to stroke a hand down William's hip.
He looks up, a
hopeful smile tugging at his lips. William pushes his thumb between his
lips, running his finger over Brendon's teeth. He pushes back to feel
his molars, his canines sharpening under William's touch, and Brendon
lets him. His hand clenches slightly on William's hip when William
applies pressure to his teeth, but doesn't move; after several moments,
William takes his hand away and lets Brendon sigh and move in to kiss
the skin beneath William's navel, licking hesitantly at first before he
moves down.
***
For some reason, William finds himself
wishing he could watch Jon Walker's funeral. He knows that Pete is
there grieving, along with all of his friends, and--he wants to see it.
Wants to see them lined up somber and unsmiling, possibly considering
their own mortality, possibly angry at a world that allows two
barely-adult young men to die at once, possibly trying to puzzle out
what happened. But it's a bright, sunny day and the funeral is out in
the open; William would be ashes.
William seeks Pete out as soon
as dusk falls. He's at a friend's house along with others that were
friends with Jon, still in his funeral attire. He's not drinking like
many of the others are, but he looks like he'd like to be.
He's
sitting on a window seat in the living room when William finds him,
staring out the window. He looks up when William enters the room, a
half-smile forming on his lips. "Bill. Hey."
"Hi." William
perches on the edge of the window seat, and Pete swings his legs down
to make room, sits next to him with their shoulders touching. William
doesn't need to say a word about Jon Walker's or Nick Scimeca's
untimely demise; it's obvious that this too-gloomy-to-be-a-party's
purpose is to mourn and honor their memory, mostly with alcohol.
Jon and Nick should be rising, soon. Brendon and Spencer should be at their gravesides.
William
doesn't have to wait long for Pete to speak. "Things like this aren't
supposed to happen in my life," he says, voice abrupt and clipped.
"This is like--like something from a movie, or the newspaper, you know?
Both of them at the same time, it's like--"
When William looks
up at him again, his jaw is clenched shut, and his features look very
young. William sighs and reaches out to stroke down Pete's neck, his
shoulder. "It's awful. I just--I didn't know them very well, but." He
bites his lip, ducks his head a little, again. He doesn't want to
overdo it. "I can't even imagine how hard this must be for you."
Pete
snorts. "Yeah, poor little *me.* I'm not the one that's six feet
fucking under, am I?" There's a snarl in his voice, but he doesn't push
William's hand away. William strokes a finger over his collarbone.
William
smiles, a little. "I'm sure I'm not the first person to tell you this,
but--beating yourself up about this isn't going to bring them back, you
know? You shouldn't--don't be hard on yourself about it. It's *not*
like you could have done anything."
"They were my *friends,*" is
all Pete says, miserably, and William feels a little thrill. He wants
to see Pete's face when he sees his friends again, walking and talking
and more alive than any of these humans, when he realizes.
He's
suddenly wildly impatient--he doesn't want to wait one more second to
take Pete away from this. He tugs on Pete's shoulder, makes him look up.
"Come
home with me," he says, forgoing subtlety. "I know that--well, this
probably sounds so fucking crass, but seriously, it will make you feel
better. It doesn't have to *mean* anything, just..." he leans forward
until his forehead is touching Pete's, and when Pete doesn't look away,
he kisses him chastely on the lips.
Pete hesitates, breathing in puffs against William's mouth. "I--I don't know," and that just makes it better.
William
strokes his skin again. "We don't even have to do anything, if you
don't want to," he whispers. "I just... I hate seeing you like this,
man. And I'm just me, I don't--sex is the only way I know how to help."
Pete laughs a little at that. "I guess it would be life-affirming."
"Right," William says and kisses him again, a little harder this time. He stands up, and Pete stands with him.
Pete
touches someone's shoulder as they leave--William recognizes him as
Pete's drummer. "I'm heading off," Pete says, nodding in the direction
of William.
The drummer looks at William, meets his eyes and
gives Pete a skeptical, narrow-eyed look--he doesn't approve. William
grins at him.
But all he says is "Yeah, okay. See you around,
man." He and Pete exchange a quick hug as William takes Pete's hand,
lacing their fingers together.
William drives back to the
warehouse quickly, and Pete starts kissing him the moment the engine
cuts off. William drags them out onto the sidewalk, stumbling. Pete's
kisses and gropes get more heavy and desperate, his breathing harsh and
stuttering against William's cheek.
Everyone is out, either
hunting or under instructions to retrieve Jon and Nick when they
awaken, but William still hurries Pete into his bedroom before he can
see any of his surroundings. Shoves Pete down on the bed and Pete
laughs, breathless and surprised.
"Wow, you know, I've thought
about this, but I didn't think you'd be, like." Pete stops talking when
William strips off his clothes, swiftly and efficient, and straddles
him.
"I am," William says, and catches Pete's bottom lip between his teeth.
Pete
moans when William pushes his formal jacket off his shoulders, then
unbuttons his crisp white shirt and throws it to the side. He's pleased
to see that Pete is beautifully marked, the thorns on his chest
deliciously appropriate, and he scrapes his nails over the strange
design below his navel, leading down to his groin. Pete's hips jump
when he does so, his legs falling apart, and William smiles.
"Fuck,
my nice clothes are going to get all sex-ruined and my mom's gonna kill
me," Pete says, a strain of nervous laughter running through his voice.
He's licking his lips now, not as playful as he tries to pretend, and
William wonders if part of him can tell, if he has instincts that are
kicking in. He slides a hand into his pants.
"*Oh*--" Pete says,
pushing his cock against the touch of William's fingers, and William
squeezes the base. Gets the zipper down and pushes the black pants off
of Pete's legs, impatient. Pete makes a gurgling sound in his throat
when William leans down, sliding the length of it into his mouth.
Pete
is slick and warm in his mouth, familiar pressure on his tongue.
William hums and sucks, rubbing his fingers over the tattoo on Pete's
abdomen, feeling Pete's flesh jump and buck under his hand.
"Wow,
Bill you're--jesus, *fuck.*" Pete is a loud one, seeming to talk or
pant or groan constantly, sounds falling from his lips in the same
rhythm he's pushing up into William's mouth. He makes a harsh, sharp
sound when William pushes two fingers into him.
"Ow," he says, wincing when William looks up. "That's--that's a little too--"
"So
sorry," William says, and pushes his fingers in further, fucking him
and spreading his thighs. Pete cries out and arches against the bed,
his head falling back, showing his throat, his Adam's apple. William
presses his own erection against the mattress, anticipating.
"Oh,
ah, god I--" Pete's voice stutters, keening, and William moves to cover
his body, kissing his mouth hard. He reaches behind Pete's head to grab
the lube off the headboard, twisting the cap off one-handed while his
fingers keep moving inside him.
He kneels between Pete's legs,
finally taking his fingers out to slick himself. Pete watches his
movements with wide eyes and an open mouth, breathing hard. He stares
and William meets his eyes, smiles. He doesn't know if it comes off as
reassuring or not, but Pete shudders and scoots his ass forward,
spreads his legs wider, willing.
William pushes himself in
quickly with no pretense, thrusting hard and Pete thrashes in response,
twisting, throwing a fist back to bang against the wall. William digs
his fingers into his hips, using close to his full strength and pulls
him in rough, going harder when Pete yells.
"Fuck, you, yes,
*fuck,*" Pete is saying, almost chanting, practically incoherent as
William rides him. He pulls on Pete's cock, stroking him in time, and
Pete's hands grab and clutch at William's shoulders. Pete's muscles are
clenched and hot around his cock and William loves this, delights in
it, has been *waiting* for exactly this and oh, it was worth it. Worth
it to make him truly savor the way Pete's grunts get higher in pitch
every time William thrusts all the way in; worth it to see Pete finally
run out of noise, his mouth open and lips stretched in a silent scream.
William
bows his head when Pete comes, messily on William's chest and on his
own. He bares his teeth and leans into it, into Pete, hitches Pete's
legs higher around his waist and bears down.
He comes too
hastily, greedy because he can't keep himself from closing his eyes and
letting go, letting himself take all this because he *can.* He hears
Pete's panting get more frantic as his own thrusts become more and more
frenetic, and then the liquid blazing feeling as the orgasm washes over
him, leaving him sprawled and spent, bent protectively over Pete.
He
pulls out and rolls on his side, not moving far. After a few moments of
silence, save for their heavy breathing, he feels Pete move next to
him. Pete wants to leave, he can feel it; he doesn't seem to be the
type to fall asleep next to casual fucks, no matter the intensity.
William touches his arm and only has to use a slight amount of
suggestion to make Pete settle back down, his mind nudged back towards
sleep.
William smiles and squeezes his arm before letting go, falling asleep himself.
***
William
wakes up the next morning, earlier than he normally would have, stirred
by Pete's movements next to him. William opens his eyes slowly,
blinking the sleep away, watches as Pete sits up and stretches, starts
looking around for his clothes.
Pete notices William, after a
few moments of staring. He grins back at him, the expression changing
his face entirely, removing some of the boyish vulnerability. "Hey. I
was just about to shake you awake."
He's lying, of course; he
was planning to grab his clothes and go, as is customary with
one-night-stands. William smiles back, careful not to show his teeth.
"Good morning."
Pete turns his back to him again, putting his
shoes on judging by the movement of his legs. "So, I had fun last
night. We should--" he covers his mouth on a yawn. "--do that again."
William sits up, kneels behind him. "Definitely. I know where to find you."
"Heh."
Pete glances to the side, eyeing William out of the corner of his eye,
before bending down to tie his laces. "Yeah, and how about you? Where
*is* this place? I wasn't, you know, exactly paying a ton of attention
last night when you dragged me back to your cave."
"Oh, this is
just where I bring all my victims," William says, his voice light, and
Pete laughs. His hair is just barely long enough to brush over the
veins in his neck, William notices, and he reaches forward to brush it
to the side. Pete smiles, leaning into his touch, and William pulls his
head back to expose his neck and bites down.